Tuesday 30 August 2011

Luck of the Draw

Not really sure if this heading suits tried to be creative anyway...another weird rambling from the oh so weird girl who instead of doing her english homework is writing to you my dear people.
Don't you just hate when you just missed out on the best thing/opportunity by a smidgen, an ounce, a mm of a mm. (don't know what that is called)
Like you just forget about it for sooo long and then you are so surprised that it is finally in your life again but not entirely and it is trying to make contact with you and you didn't pick up the phone thinking it is a telemarketer (sorry to the fellow bloggers or readers who are telemarketers) and that phone call was the only chance of contact and you blew it. All of those memories that you tried to keep untainted have hurt once more and it could have been a bliss and a renewal of a relationship if you just picked up the phone.
Ever felt like that?
Or if you walked in straighter and more confident through the audition door you would've gotten that role- i mean your acting and look was great and all but you looked a bit nervous walking in. Aww you don't say!
If only...these are the two words that revolve around many peoples minds...if only i did this I could've been... blah blah blah. And these regrets make you try harder and for those who do they are ridiculed for putting themselves in a vulnerable position and give it their all so that they have no regrets as they muster all of their courage and don't look back so they don't have the two words on their mind...if only...

Don't exactly know where this was going but I hope you get the jist, just some thoughts that crossed my mind.
It all started with do you remember...

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