I'm not cut at you but I am cut

I'm not angry
TRUST ME im not
You didn't hurt me
Just some memories became hot
And I'm glad you cared
Well at least I thought you did
The only thing last night
Is I like to stay hid.

You aren't foreign to that
I'm sure you aren't
So you should understand

Vulnerable is something I don't like to feel
And each time I go over it
I try to take the time to heal

You know what I'm pissed about
Its not that I let what was hidden out
But i knew it was a joke
Yet how easily it provoked.
I try to act strong
But really I'm not
and that is my truest darkest fear of all.

Unfortunately it all started with do you remember...