Chinese Whispers

A game that should be banned like jumanji,  once your in you have to go all the way to the end to be free...and in hope that you never have to come across the game again, ever in your life. Because though drama can be exciting for some, for others it can turn into nightmares-literally- and I'm not kidding.
The game should be played-if ever-in hopes that you know 100% that what is being passed along, doesn't concern other people, can hurt other people if it is said wrong. It is supposed to be a light-hearted game kids play.
Kids yes I may not like to classify myself as one, but I am, we all are when we do an immature childish things that we do...but not all are in the same vein. Some were to help out a friend, some were in the hopes of what I thought was right but obviously was wrong.
The excuse but we are just human, is just an excuse...a lame excuse at that.We are human, when we do something good we pride ourselves on how evolved and intelligent we are but when we do something wrong, we say oh we are just human, mere animals.
Don't play the stupid game because you will get caught in a trap at the end. And one thing you said may be warped and become so convoluted that that wasn't the message you intended at all but how can you say that to someone who you supposedly attacked, when really they weren' t the prime subject but the subject was me.
What I'm trying to say is, don't play the game because it will always win.

It all started with do you remember...

NO WORDS CAN DESCRIBE THE BEAUTY OF THIS

I know im gonna regret this

But your not even close to being an asshole if you tried...so try go on, try and I will watch you fail...your the one always pulling the honesty card and you know what you are a hypocrite. so go on try to emphasise how much of asshole you just to make a stupid point. You think it will change anything...I laugh at your attempt at talking to me with more attitude but like everyone and everything in this plastic world...it is just another mask at a masquerade ball.

So join them, take your bow on the stage and perform your heart out. At the end of the day I've met the actor behind the mask, I've peeked backstage and there are a bunch of twisted mic cords, costumes everywhere and broken red shards. Don't worry I won't step on them...I'm not a bitch. I know how you feel.

I know how you feel and yet you try to fool me with your acts that wow the world, that confidence you exude but for me its my strength i hide from...I've performed the same tricks and acts, I've gotten the applause and the encores...you can't fool me. So don't try.

So the next time you talk, you smile, you laugh, you cry, you breathe...check with yourself if that is really you. Or if your just filling in another characters shoes because though we like to dream it is good to have a reality check.

Don't worry your secret is safe with me.

It all started with do you remember...

Circus Act

We are all lined up, straight and narrow.
Straight and narrow is the path we take if we fall off that path its bad,
bad only if one of us don't pick the other up
up is the tight rope that balances in mid air
air is what we feel up on the tall post
we stand steady on this post, though thin it is sturdy
sturdy is how we feel but we know it could get worse
worse is the feeling that you felt when looking how far down the ground is, now...steady.
steady is what i think as i put one step on the tightrope
tightrope sways and i feel anxious
anxious about falling, and if i do whether i could get back up again
Again. I have done this. I fell.
I fell like others.
Others are behind me in front me taking on the same challenge.
Challenge is to keep standing and never to fall.
Fall back to the depths of despair.
Despair is the cycle.
Cycle is never-ending
And Life is a never-ending Circus act.

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FINISHED HOMEWORK FOR ONCE

haha...I've been having a great weekend thanks for asking.
Played guitar went outside let the rabbits out for once, skipped to my hearts content and played footy. haha...then it started to rain. Damn anyway here are some pics.

It all started with do you remember...

There is always a sun along the horizon

It may not be today or tomorrow but the sun will shine once again and when it does, I will appreciate what I have.

I knock.
The door creeps open, thinking this is a good sign I walk in. It is dark and musty.
I can barely see my hand outstretched in front of me and the only light is coming from the pale moonlight.
The door closes. I'm trapped once again and this is what I was afraid of.
I try to find the light switch, for two long.
But after much impatience, frustration I find it.
I click it...
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It flickers: one, two...will it keep light, or will it die for good.
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It shines, I look around the room and apart from some dust everything is okay. There really was nothing to worry about. My apprehension was unnecessary.
And as I walk through there is a miracle.
For once in this bleak underworld.
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the SUN RISES.


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Convoluted Perception

Every night I walk up to a house...a house that looms higher than the incandescent streetlamps. It's shadows dim the white light that radiates from the  bulbs. The darkness is a monster in itself, consuming all emotion and leaving you with nothing.
You walk past the once egg-white picket fence that is moulding and flaking like your past relationships.
You notice the over grown grass getting higher and higher, suffocating you but you just don't care. It's too late to cut it. Nothing good will come out of it.
I look at the old, water logged weather board which termites have eaten through. If I cast my mind back it used to hold the sheen of the suns rays but now is dead like the rest.
Walking slowly up the steps I am back to where I always am.
Each standing, waiting to respond.
Silence.
The night larks stop.
Dead Silent.
And Then For The First Time Ever
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i knock.